Hello to Myself
I am sending a greeting to myself who has been lost for a long time, who has been in creative limbo, who has been enslaved to the pleasures of the world. Now that I am writing these lines, I think I am free from captivity, I think I have set sail for freedom. Unless, of course, I have been taken captive by another world, another magical being, whose limits I cannot reach. Because I didn't realize that I was in captivity while I was enjoying the pleasures of this world for years. I had declared myself free.
But it doesn't matter. Even if this is slavery, I am a prisoner of something that forces me on a journey of production, not of something that forces me to consume. Let those who consume me think now! Let those who taste my poison burn!
So what am I talking about? Sexuality. - When I was writing the article, when I was thinking about what I was going to talk about, sexuality came to my mind first and I immediately censored myself. "No, you can't put sexuality first, don't let them think you're a pervert, mix sexuality in." And then I pierced my self-censorship with shame and pride, with an intensity of emotions in my body that I cannot explain -
Yes, what will I talk about in this world of mine?; Sexuality, human, lust, honesty, sexuality, sex, life, sexuality, sex, sexuality in the post-destruction world, sexuality in the pre-destruction world... I think it is more or less clear what I am talking about.
Here, without social and personal boundaries, I'm thinking of dancing with my emotions that have taken over me or that I have taken over and hanging out freely. Please take this into consideration when commenting. Don't tire yourself out with comments like "Oh man, you went too far, you went too far back, you are such a jerk, come on, are these real?" - Look, I censor myself without you censoring me. I feel what you will say, your criticisms, and I censor myself before you say it. But I'm not buying it anymore. No more self-censorship. I hope so.
Hello again, Oğuz. Welcome to your perverted world.